[#62] Isn't It Weird?

[tinyangl]

i. I haven't posted for about 3 days. LOL. I think this is a new record! The last time I went without posting for more than two days was back in October. AKA two months into the semester. Looks like some things don't change. *laughs* I'm right on schedule in other words. Go figure. It doesn't help that life hasn't been particularly interesting. lol. The most exciting thing I've done is go out on Monday during President's day to hang out with friends - Went to see Juno which is a cute movie. And Karaoke which is often fun. <3

ii. I am seriously going to shoot someone over my Advanced Calculus class. Differential equations is shaping up to be a lot easier than I expected. My prof was going over concepts we have to know for our test next week. And while he was doing so, I realized I did understand most of the things he was pointing out. I mean, sure, I'll need a nice look over, but I don't think it'll be the worst. Advanced Calc, however, I have read and re-read the same passage over and over again, but I just cannot get it. For the life of me. I am a stubborn little person who refuses to see tutoring, because IDK. I have my pride apparently. T.T At least today, I kinda understood why some things go the way they do. However, I don't knwo if it's enough. I'm really getting tired of this class and the headache it's giving me.

iii. I've been acting very weird. Cyn thinks it's because of winter. Which makes me think that I have SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) which is also known as winter depression. lol. (I looked that up btw.) IDK, maybe? My self confidence has seriously been plummeting. ~_~;; ...Not that it's been awfully high as it is. But still.

iv. I think I might actually have boy problems. ...I don't know what to do with myself.

v. So. Does everyone remember that random day I asked for random prompts and I'd write drabbles? Ahaha, posted it the 11th and only just finished them this morning. I am uber slow. XP But here are convenient links for those who don't have alerts.
- Prompt: Letters [Tegopi] for thawrecka
- Prompt: Paperdolls. Yamapi and whoever [NewS-centric] for mujun
- Prompt: Being really fucking cold (lol) [Pin] for jackoweskla
- Prompt: Boobs [Pin] for 4_03_am
- Prompt: Picturesque and candlelight [Hana Yori Dango - Rui/Makino, Tsukasa/Makino] for silver_rose88
- Prompt: Ryopi, uchiwas, bathtub [Ryopi] for quinnsan
- Prompt: Tegomassuki, swim suits, Yamapi's moue of distaste (see icon), a six pack of Red Bull, Jin shrieking, Ryo cackling, and "Seishun Amigo" (lol. I ended up using like 4, except two were very vague. XP) [Tegomassuki, Kuro to Shiro, Nobuta wa Produce all over again, Ryo, Jin] for kitsune714
- Prompt: Suits. Ties. Pin [Pin] for x_caesura
- Prompt: RyoPin, gen, friendship, paper airplanes [Ryopin] for nishikido_rheyo (*snort* Guess who.)
- Prompt: koyama/pi/ryo - "if i'm the peanut butter, who's the jelly?" [Koyama/Pi/Ryo] for nihongofrancais
- Prompt: Instant Messaging [Shigepi] for stepcie
- Prompt: Rainbow colored highlights [Kusauchi] for boycottbananas (s;aldkfjas So fail. I can't write Kusano or Uchi. T.T)
- Prompt: Office AU - Ryo is a temperamental development manager and Shige is his unlucky lackey. :), Pairing: RyoShige [Ryoshige] for procreational (as;dlfkajsd This probably should've been longer but I was at a loss how to write this as a drabble.)

Okay! Self-whoring over with. Gotta go... study more. Ugh. Anticipating, of course.

Comments

[mujun.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you posted this so I can read the rest of them! Good luck with your studying, but hopefully you'll have time for the current comment fic challenge. I loved your story last time so much!

And everyone is weird lately. It's not you, it's the cosmos. Mercury is in Retrograde.

[cynicalism.livejournal.com]

:flails in your face: OMG YOU'RE ALIVE AND POSTING!!!1 Seriously, I don't know what to do with myself when you don't post. It's very unsettling. :C

kljdasda WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU SAW JUNO? ksdjada I love that movie so hard, wasn't it amazing?! *____________*

Winter will pass, spring is coming. Slowly. But coming. BELIEVE. <3

Also. If they are cute boys, there is no problem. If not, then I sympathize. XD

Sorry if this comment is a little everywhere, I'm pms-y and so sick of this week I could throw up. Or strangle my Korean professor. Oh yes. That'd be nice.

[quiraikotsu.livejournal.com]

BOY PROBLEMS? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? kiddin xD and omg MASTERLISTS!! ♥________♥
THANKYOU! aahahaah you're just like one of my friends who refuses to get tutoring and wants to get it on her own. And she always does after a while~ :DD
Hang in for the Spring, ne? It'll be worth it when the blossoms come ^_____^

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha, I hope you enjoy them! Some are such fail. XP But um... as long as the people who received them enjoy them? XP I don't even really know sometimes. *laughs* As for the comment fic challenge, I'll see if I can come up with an idea. But erm.. No promises from me. XP

Ahhhh, I guess I should be glad I'm not alone in this horridness. >.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Ahahah. I'll try going a week without posting next time, like a certain someone. lol. I never used to post this much. And looking back, there's really no point, is there?

*laughs* Juno was really awesome. I really liked it - the story, the acting, the characters. Although I was not very fond of the music. ~_~;; Everytime I listened, I'd pay attention to the lines and end up going "WHAT?!"

I hope so. T.T I don't like feeling drudgy and morbid and depressed. Today, I felt like I was just dragging my feet around to every class. And I have class in half an hour and I really don't wanna go. Or at least go late because I don't wanna take the damn quiz that he'll probably be giving which I'm not ready for in the least. ...*sigh* I hate Advanced calc if I haven't said that enough.

LOL I like the use of the word "they." It's only one guy, not plural. Unfortunately, my allure online does not transfer to real life.

It's okay dear! <33333 Um. I totally don't do don't totally do *insert word here* condone strangling your Korean professor. ...Put the word you'd prefer me to say. XP

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

LOL. Er.... A lot of things are wrong with me? XPPP

Enjoy the drabbles! :D

...I never go to tutoring. Actually, I kinda pointedly refuse to. I have this thing with asking for help that's probably the most pathetic thing ever, but I don't even know. I'm a stupid stubborn girl who tries to scrounge up pride when it comes to things like this. T.T I don't even know. I'm just a dumbass sometimes. >.< Even when I tell myself to go, I kinda chicken out and um... don't.

Hopefully! I hope to go to DC the weekend of my b-day and see the cherry blossoms on that note. *____________* I'm hoping my dreams come true.

[quiraikotsu.livejournal.com]

Aaahaha fingers crossed for you being able to go see them. Luckkkyy we get no decent cherry blossoms around here. The only one I've seen that properly blooms is this little lonely tree on the corner of the park :( O-tanjoubi omedetetou for then =]

[thunder]

♥


Here's to the blahness passing soon.

[yuxo.livejournal.com]

Hey hey, you know how I haven't commented here in like, months? 8Dv

...yeah, sorry. ;_; -_- Lol I just fail. ♥ :3

LA LA LA LA LA LA I DO NOT SEE THE WORD CALCULUS LA LA LA LA LA LA D: DDDDDDDDDD:~~~!!!!

D: I hope the SAD goes away soon. A boy in my class has it and I fear for his life sometimes. DDDD: I hope you feel better, seriously. But I think it's just the cold and gloom of winter. -_- Everyone hates life a little/lot. >_<

...THERE SEEMS TO BE FIC FOR ME TO READ. 8D *throws calc book into the fire* ♥

[procreational.livejournal.com]

FIC IS SO EXCITING. OFFICE AUs ARE EVEN MORE SO. *beams*

I was wondering what was missing from my f-list these couple of days. :| IT IS SO RARE FOR YOU TO...NOT POST.

♥♥

[currynana.livejournal.com]

i ended up commenting on most of the links to those drabbles. Calculus...i remember those...in high school...never could understand them...they're the main reason why I got a B in Additional Maths. XD

[anamuan.livejournal.com]

I haven't posted for about 3 days.
I KNOW! I've been wondering what happened to you, and if you got hit by a bus or something ;___;

iii. maybe you need more sunlight? vitamin D. or E. or whatever the hell that is, is supposed to make people feel better/happier and stuff. I think. I'm pretty sure i'm not making this up, at any rate.

I think I might actually have boy problems. ...I don't know what to do with myself.
do...the boy? XD joudanjoudan! sorry. I'm a bad influence/person. .___.

oo! convenient links are appreciated!

[unveilsalome.livejournal.com]

Boy problems are one of the better ones to have. Have fun with it! ;D ♥

Oh, and seasonal affective disorder affects a lot of people, and passes, of course, but it is disruptive and unsettling. If you go to counseling services in your campus, they usually have a blue light box that's for just this disorder. It's basically a really cheery lamp and does help your mood. You can just stay there whenever you feel like it, for around an hour doing homework or something.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha, a little early. My birthday's not till April. I'm just making the arrangements now in hopes that it'll hapen. XP

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

YOU'RE TOO SWEET DEAR. <3 I hope it passes soon too.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Awwww, don't say that! ♥ You totally don't fail. XP I'm bad at commenting on other people's places so... lol. I totally understand. ♥

Yeah. Probably the cold and gloom of winter. T.T I just don't understand. And it doesn't help that the temperature keeps ricocheting or whatever. It's like, ohmygod, pick one and get over it. T.T

a;sdlkfja ahahahaha! That's what i'd like to do with my calc book. Yes please.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

LOLOL. It was such fail though!!! But yes. Office AUs are always awesome win. *____________*

Ahahaha! I've heard that. XP It really is rare for me not to post! It's been ages since that time. @.@ October. Wow.

♥♥♥ HI CLARE. I have to go read your story soon. I can't wait. *_________* Fic before class. Win.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha! Thanks so much! <3 That's really nice of you. :D LOL. Calculus in general isn't that horrible actually. In comparison to the logic things that I'm learning now. That's what really kills me. XP

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Awwww! I'm sorry you got that worried. @.@ I just hadn't felt like posting. lol. Like i thought i was boring everyone. IDK. Then when i tried to think of something, all that came out was just a;lkdjflasj *shrugs* I got really blahs.

iii. Yeahhhh. If only it wasn't so damn windy. T.T And the temp doesn't help with its going up. down. up. down. askdfjl;asjd STICK TO ONE ALREADY. T.T today is so cold with its lower 20s (i think) as compared to tuesday ...or monday? no. monday. with its UPPER SIXTY. ...I miss that. T.T

AAHAHAHA. very nice nikki. :D

yay! glad that helped?

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

Ahahahah, I'm not actually fond of them. XP The last time I had boy problems, I made a right mess of them. XPPP lol. this time... who knows. *shrugs*

Ooooh that sounds good. I had no idea! Thanks for that. :D

[anamuan.livejournal.com]

I guess you don't have to post if you don't feel like it.

I hate the wind. The weather's been crazy like that here too. Monday, it was like, sweatshirt weather (and only because i get cold. I saw so many people out in shorts!) and then it dropped at least 20 degrees overnight, and another 20 after that, and yesterday it snowed for hours! j;kagj;kfaj;k i like warm weather and everything, but i miss the days when I could know that 'winter is cold' and 'summer is hot'

so, boy problems? or is that prying too much.

You seem really busy this term ne.

[mintcappucino.livejournal.com]

WHOA~~

i guess we haven't friend yet when that prompt-drabbles came up??
HAHAHA,,,

sugoi you can write them in 45mins..

U, always post almost everyday X me, who can count how many my post in a month.... even when Lj-ing everyday...^^

[sabaku-no-leti.livejournal.com]

Yup, almost everyone I know is acting weird and moody, specially with global warming: animals, plants, people, the whole planet is going crazy! anyways, try not to think very hard about it and give yourself up to spacing-out-ness or whatever it is actually called. here, look, it's a distraction! teh link (http://tvinjapan.com/blog/) :D

[unveilsalome.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. <3

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

ahahah i guess so? They're kinda old-ish. XP Too k me forever.
And no no, they weren't written in 45 minutes. God that'd be impressive. The requests were made in 45 minutes though. *laughs*

Ahaahahaha, I love posting for some reason. Who even knows. I'm weird.

[tinyangl.livejournal.com]

lolool! You're so awesome. <3 I'll do my best!!!! :D