sanity is a figment of the imagination

I didn't really wanna post until I'm done getting back at comments, but a couple of hours left sooooo.. :DDD


Get your own valentinr

Um. I'll be home tonight after my last class. So yay! <3 Be back then.

I was bored (AKA, trying to avoid homework... AGAIN.) And decided to catch up on my LJ and stuff. Updated my main list and discovered that I have a whole lot of drabbles in there that I have no idea when I even wrote. So...

Title: Random Drabble Batch
Author: Kamika Farinas aka tinyangl
Rating: PG-13 - Highest
Author's Note: I felt like I'd take today and crosspost some of these drabbles that I've written and finally post the things I wrote for the Anon Meme from lord knows how long. XP (Actually, I wrote one other drabble for the Anon Meme, a Ryo/Shige, but it's part of a bigger drabble batch, so that'll appear later.) I also found a really random Ryopin drabble in my computer. I can't even remember writing it. ~_~
Pairings: Sano/Mizuki (Hana Kimi Japanese version), Pin, Ryo/NewS, Oguri Shun/Jun, Ryopin

( Sano/Mizuki, Pin, Ryo/NewS, Oguri Shun/Jun, Ryopin )


This is what boredom causes. XP Honestly. That Ryopin drabble is plaguing me. I don't remember writing it at all!! ...Who asked me to also? I think I must've deleted the log or something. *fails* XP

I'm kinda bored guys. I need something to do. Preferably something sane. *laughs* Whatever. See everyone later, I suppose. XP

So um. I know I posted already today, but I'm bored. I'm back in school after taking the time to go to Kino and back (which only took about an hour and a handful of minutes), and guys. GUYS, I have Seventeen. *squee* It wasn't as expensive as say Duet/Potato/blahblahblah. But that's because the pages aren't made of glossy photo paper like those. So yeah. Understandable. (It was still darn expensive. XP)

I have it still nice wrapped in my bag and will check it out when I have the chance. I'd do it here. But it's school and ew. What is school germs get on it? (*laughs* No, I don't think I even know what I'm talking about. Honestly.) But yes~ I'm excited!!!! I already skimmed through it (as in hunted for the Yamapi pages) and they were there. And so pretty. And it's YAMAPI. And I can't even bring myself to flail with capslock because I'm still a little stunned that I even have it. *flailflailflail* ...That's the best attempt. *laughs*

I don't have class for another hour, so I=bored. *laughs* Um... What to talk about.... (Now I really wish I did have my laptop. LOLOL. Darn it. Although that hill was still murder. I was panting really hard by the time I got to the top. Stupid steep hill.)

Oooh~ peacock called for people to speak in different languages. I'd totally do it, but the only language I know fluently is sign language so until I figure out how to work my sister's webcam to work on my laptop, that'll be on hold. *laughs* I'm kinda anxious at the thought, actually. :D I'd love to do sign language. I mean I'm not the smoothest signer (I don't practice it as much as I should and my vocabulary is shoddy) but whatever. *laughs*

Um. Um... Seriously. My life is so boring that I can't even think of something to talk about. ~_~;; Oooh~ For the first time in Japanese, I didn't nod off. Although I did yawn a few times, but I suppose that's to be expected. It was 10 in the morning. XP Oh and I discovered I had more Fiction Workshop homework than I thought. ...I was going to do it, but I felt like ...Heck. I was just too lazy. Really. That's my only excuse. XP (And a bad one at that.)

So I changed the title/subtitle to my LJ. I felt like the past one was too melancholic and I've moved past that so... I now have a rather silly one. Originally (when I came up with the urge to change it) it had been something along the lines of "Kick Your Feet Off the Ground and Reach For The Stars/Just Don't Look Down." Or something equally cheesy. But I forgot it while I was writing that one so... yeah. Thought I'd change it. *nods nods*

XP. Okay I'm really bored and being really boring. I'll just go off now. ...And do lord knows what. XP

- In note format, because I can.
- I = exhausted. Today was my first day of classes. It wasn't even that bad. My friend had it worst, I'd say. LOTS AND LOTS worse.
- Only two classes: Asian History (where the teacher was totally not organized) and Bridge to Advanced Mathematics (where the teacher was fun, but his teaching style is a little questionable)
- They were both evening classes, so I was in school from 4-8 (essentially).
- Asian History teacher wasn't awful, but he kept jumping everywhere. Places and through TIME. (And what the hell. We're not all history students so if you could actually explain the time periods you were talking about. That'd be very much appreciated.
- Also, if you could stop writing in Chinese characters. That'd be even BETTER.)
- It's an hour and 15 and I'm surprised I wasn't put to sleep.
- ...Although, there's still Wednesday and the rest of the term. So I shouldn't keep my hopes up.
- There isn't a textbook so yay to saving money. Especially with my mom's crabbiness on the topic.
- It was funny writing in my name on the attendance sheet because we added in our majors at the end and well... I'm a MATH major in a class on ASIAN HISTORY so you would see things on the sheet like ASIAN HISTORY MAJOR. Makes sense, ne? I'm sure people were like. WTF. WHAT'S A MATH MAJOR DOING HERE?
- There's probably more on this class, but I can't remember.
- Oh. We spent a good ten minutes staring at our professor as he debated whether he should teach this subject or that subject. What those subjects were? I have no idea. But yes. About ten GOOD minutes just watching him decide. Um. Please don't be doing THAT again.
- I think he might've been cool when he was younger. Otherwise, why would he walk around with pretty much half of his shirt open (okay maybe 2 or three more buttons than half... or just one, whatever) and I'm pretty sure TWO pierced holes on his left ear. Yes, I noticed it. I had to distract myself SOMEHOW.
- I just looked him up on ratemyprofessors.com
- Advanced Math teacher. (I'm specific because I have Calculus 3 tmr and I'll bet I'll be talking about that later.) He seems nice and funny (he references baseball a lot. LOLOL) but his teaching isn't all that... cohesive (however the hell that word's spelled.)
- "A barber is one who cuts the hair of those who don't cut their hair. Who cuts his?"
- I spent about 15 minutes giggling over that. *dies* I = lame too.
- I also recall laughing about something else, but it's probably not too funny.
- Not much to talk about him. Math class always goes by kinda fast for me. But hey. Isn't that good? LOLOL.
- Um. I have internet for the next hour or so. Why are my friends not on?!?!?! *pouts*
- Ahaahhahaha, okay, aside from school. This morning, I was staring at this .... frame thing that we have in our kitchen. It's a prayer to give our kitchen... luck? I forget. Anyway, while I was eating lunch, I was reading it. ...Just for something to do. And then I noticed this: "I love it's every nook." (or something similar) And then I started laughing because we wasted money on something that wasn't even grammatically correct. Good catch mom.
- Speaking of my mom, she called me in the middle of class and when I called her back once I got out, she was like. "...I forgot you started classes." THANKS MOM. XP Observant you are NOT. (As we have already proved by that last point.)
- I have watched many things during my hiatus from the internet. (Mind you, I still managed to keep up with my f-list. ...Not commenting, but reading. I used my laptop whenever I could get wireless and my sister's computer whenever she wasn't using it.) But yeah. Watched a lot of things. I finished a dorama (Boku Dake no Madonna. And you'll have a full write-up. ...Or at least half of one sometimes soon. Maybe tomorrow.) A few Japanese movies (Tokyo Tower, Waters, Way of Blue Sky, Tears For You, Pikanchi, Pikanchi Double, Rough... And I think that's it) and so, there should be write ups from me. Especially Waters (UM. PICSPAM ANYBODY?) Tears For You, Tokyo Tower, the two Arashi Movies. And POSSIBLY a Picspam for Rough, because Abe Tsuyoshi with black hair was um. hot. *_________________________* (Plus it was about swimmers. Can we say shirtless? A LOT?) ...Actually, just expect something from me on all those movies. Ahahaha. I have some thoughts.
- I have class tomorrow. Three to be exact. But I have about 2-3 hour breaks in between. (Japanese, Workshop for Fiction, and Calculus 3. In that order.) So I'll be online for a bit during that period.
- Which means that yes. I should be finally catching up to comments. The ones that I've missed. XP Sorry about the delay. Blah. My internet = my excuse. XP
- It's really hot in this living room. And there's no AC. ~_~ *dies from the heat*
- I think that's it. This entry's long. If I forgot anything... I'll just post tomorrow! The glee I have in being able to BE ONLINE for more than just like 10 minutes. *is happy*

Okay. So my internet has been of fail. All the newbies (what little there are) won't know this, but my wireless has been crap and the only way I'm on is if my sister's asleep/away and I steal her cable. Which is what I'm doing now. Which is also why I haven't been able to get back to comments on the friending post. *cries* I can't wait until I start school. The wireless at school was pretty good. ...When I was in the building. *laughs* Sometimes when I was at class too. *coughs* And yeah. Also, I'll be in the city and SCORE, I'll be able to frigging a frigging cable to connect my internet at HOME. *breathes a sigh of relief* So yes! I start Monday~ Four more days, ne? For once, I'm extremely excited to be going back to school. I would normally never say this. So ... Yeah. Then next week will come and I'll be like. I wish I was back on vacation. *laughs* Oh well, can't win them all. *laughs*

Um... What else to talk about. Oh~ I made this for Alena, because she dared me to.
( An ARK Banner. *laughs* )
Isn't it pretty? *laughs* I fail at making graphics, but whatever.

Um... *tries to think* Oooh~ I'll have a Yax3 picspam soon. I decided that I couldn't just picspam TWO measly episodes. So I watched some more today. And with a bonus of the Touch DVD. The Dates and the Messages! So whee!! I'm excited.

This post is turning out to be pointless. LOLOl. I'm just posting because I can. XP Um.

RUSS-K CM. Um. Guys. I saw the streaming and will be downloading from Leelee's soon. Um. I love it. The Tegomass scene in the box was HILARIOUS with Massu sticking out his butt like that and Tegoshi pointing. And just. OH AND SHIGEPI. UM. UM. UM. THERE'S SO MUCH HOT ON THAT SCREEN. @.@ Plus Plus. I REALLY like that song. Whatever song it is. And OMG. I am dreaming of an album. But gawd, I don't wanna get my hopes up just for it to COME CRASHING RIGHT BACK DOWN on me. *cries* Um. NewS. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!

OH OH OH. SPEAKING OF NEWS. LINDSAY BURNED THE DVD FOR ME AND IT ARRIVED. TODAY. TODAY. I was watching an hour ago but had to stop because my grandmother wanted to watch Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune. But but but, um. UM. IT IS BEAUTIFUL GUYS. I WATCHED IT ON OUR TELEVISION IN THE LIVING ROOM AND THAT THING IS GINORMOUS SO I HAVE BEAUTIFUL NEWS ON MY SCREEN SINGING THEIR HEARTS OUT AND TEGOSHI'S HIGH NOTES AND DANCING AND MY GRANDMOTHER GOING "ARE THOSE ALL BOYS?" AND JUST.A LD;AJSLFJSALDFJASLDJFASLD. I WAS DYING. AND SINGING ALONG. BECAUSE GAWD I KNOW MOST OF THOSE SONGS BY HEART ESPECIALLY I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI. ♥ ♥ ♥ GUYS. I PROCLAIM MY DYING LOVE TO NEWS. ...AND LINDSAY. BUT SO MUCH TO NEWS. ...AND OF COURSE LINDSAY. AND JUST OMG SUCH WIN ON MY SCREEN. As soon as my sister wakes up and I have to relinquish the internet again, I will be right back downstairs, watching the rest of the frigging concert. Maybe even start over, because I couldn't watch the documentaries since it'd've been awkward with them just talking in Japanese and I'm almost positive my grandmother would've been like "do you understand?" and me going "no, but aren't they hot?" would be strange and awkward because... it's my grandmother and ugh. She has no sense of humor or shit like that. Blah.

Um. Guh. What else is there?
Oh, I was tagged by lunarsweetie.
DEATH OF 8 FACTS MEME
- You have been tagged to list 8 random things, rather than 8 facts about yourself.
- The 8 things must be listed under a cut titled "In no particular order..."
- Tag 8 people. You must ask them all to list 8 different random things.

( In no particular order... )

...I don't tag. I'm too lazy too.

Um. That's it for now. This is long. XP
I'm too lazy to tag. So just.. Random.

Ugh. I have a cold. And hot flashes. And I can't sleep. And ugh. I feel whiny again. ~_~;; I can't think and do anything so end up doing absolutely nothing. Talk about a waste of a day. However. I did manage to do this.

( Alena and Rhey's Gifs. )

Ugh. I want this cold gone.

So guys. MU Premium? Being put to the test today. Why do I say that? I'm downloading ANOTHER Dorama. Again. This time. Goong. If I end up liking this, I may delve more into the Korean doramas. Which means my DVDs are going to cry after they get all filled up. My computer ...for getting filled up and... my head? For...getting all ...filled up...?? I have no idea where I'm going with this. Anyway yes. Goong is on the list. As are all the ones everyone suggested. ^_^

On another note,
Epilogue Meme.
I usually don't do these kinda memes, but this one looked interesting. ^_^ So have at it? XP

And on another note, I apologize immensely for the whine fest that was yesterday. I have no idea what prompted it and all... But yeah. Thanks for all the kind words. ^_^ I really appreciate it.

Another note. (I have many of these, it seems.) My mom starts her vacation tomorrow. Or rather today considering it's two in the morning. I don't think I can deal with her for a week at home. Gah. She's been on vacation THREE TIMES this year. ..or rather just this summer alone. Yeah, just this summer. One week when we went to LA. Another week during her vacation. And then this week. Dude, she has NEVER been off so much before. @.@ WTH.

Kinda similar, but not. My grandmother's going away to the Philippines again!!! WHOO-HOO. When I asked my mom about it, I'm like, "November?" She goes "Last week of October." I go... "Ohhh... One month?" Mind you, I sound all EH. And she kinda laughs and goes, "Maybe two" to which I grin and go, "REALLY? Now how is this possible?" My mom grins and goes, "I'm reserving her tickets." And I think WIN. MY MOM DOESN'T WANT HER AROUND AS MUCH AS WE DO. LOLOL. She just hides it well. XP

Another thing attached to vacation. My mom says it is POSSIBLE. POSSIBLE. That during Spring Break, we are going to LAS VEGAS. See. See. Spring Break coincidentally fell on my birthday last term. So maybe, just MAYBE it will again. ...DOES THAT MEAN I'LL BE ABLE TO GAMBLE ON MY BIRTHDAY!?!?! IF SO. WIN. AHAHAHAHAAHAH. (Okay, I probably wouldn't gamble too much because I'm totally the type who'd be worried about losing money. So yeah.

Okay. Last note.

2,069 / 20,000 (10.3%)

I finally started work for je_bigbang. Took me long enough. I was supposed to start two weeks ago. But whatever. I finally started today. And guys. I realized why I hate multi-chapters. Not because I don't think I can make the limit. I think it's likely that I can. I just get wordy. Those 2000 words? Just part of the first chapter. A scene... and a half. Guys. ~_~;; I just hope I can finish this. LOL.

There are many things I want right now.
...I wish my grandmother in Michigan would move back in with us because she can cook and the one that does live with us is just mean and crabby and I really wish she'd stop coming into my room randomly to give us random comments that feel like they're about to begin a lecture.
...I wish that my internet would work because despite how scared I am about being so attached to LJ, I have made some of the greatest friends because of this place and they make me feel saner and help me escape. (As sane as one can be anyway.)
...I wish school would start. Just so I could get away from being at home so much and my mom and my grandmother and my sisters (although that last one isn't all that dire).
...I wish I could write again. ...Well, that's kinda half true/half lie. I wish I could write well again. No matter what I start nowadays, nothing comes out like I want. Nothing feels like my voice anymore and that's the worst of it all.
...I wish I could stop being so emo sometimes. Along with that, I wish I could stop being emo at random points when there's really no reason to be emo and grumpy. Honestly. I have no idea what brought this about.

Because I felt like I wanted to write something. Unbeta-ed (as per usual) and ...probably nonsensical.
( Hana Kimi Drabble. Sano/Mizuki. Ew. Emoish. ~_~;; )

( Pin. Alena asked for fluff. And I wanted to provide SOMEHOW. )

( My internet failed as I was finishing up the last drabble so another one. NWP. Shuji/Nobuta/Akira. OT3 ppl. )

I swear I'll get back to everyone's comments tonight or tomorrow, depending on... well... internet issues. XP As per usual.

So has anyone seen the most recent Cartoon KAT-TUN? If not, you should. Because it was a drastic change from the last two weeks, which, I'm sorry to say, were utter snoozefests. But this week's was GREAT and and and, they showed a website that is absolutely hilarious and SUCH WIN. If you've seen it, you know what I'm talking about.

Thanks to senorita_7 for linking to it in her LJ. (Her post is here if you wanna look at it. It has some of the popular JE couplings. Plus the minds of Yamapi, Takki, Tsubasa, Uchi, and Ryo.)

This post, however, is all about the minds of my dear friends. 4_03_am/Rhey, partypaprika/Alena, and bitofpixiedust/Lindsay. As well as myself, of course. And our pairings together. Thanks to the wonderful work of Lindsay, we know what they're saying. *laughs*

( Our Minds and Our Feelings about Each Other. ...These are fun. Plus we totally have a Love Square going on. )

Ugh. We did more with us girls and the JE boys, but I am officially too lazy to do it now. LOL. (Maybe later, considering I have the caps inside my computer anyway. XP) Now, let's talk about other things and things that'll get these tabs out of my window.

- First of all, akathesia rocks butt. She gave me the rest of her Paid Account so guys, I have a Paid Account until December 1st. *___________* With 101 icons. OH GAWD, GUYS, I NEED TO FILL THEM UP. *___________* It's probably going to hurt going back to Plus, but I DON'T CARE. I WILL MAKE USE OF THIS GIFT I WAS GIVEN. *________________* Much love, Em. Much love!!!! :D

Fandom News:
- I thought I'd do this again since hi, yesterday's was successful! And really packed. O.O It also now gets its own tag. *laughs*
- All the Russ-K pictures capped by a lovely soul and available for download. *___________* I haven't taken it yet but I'm sure they're beautiful~ Click here to get to it. Plus a picture that contains a spoiler for Papamusu. I'd say an emotion here, but then that might spoil it. So I'll pass.
- Information on Massu's Drama Episode which I will most likely not watch, because I hate horror. T.T WHY MASSU?! WHY HORROR?! Is it just me or is there something really wrong with the idea of Massu + Horror?
- And then there have been a whole lot of posts with Jin and new hair and new shop pictures. Like WHOA lots. From TV Life August with Leah Dizon. New Shop Photos 1, New Shop Photos 2, New Shop Photos 3 which has more Kame than Jin. XP Final comment on all of this guys? JIN'S HAIR IS LOVELY~ ♥ ♥ ♥
- Last bit of "news." Aiba is rumored to be dating someone~ The post is here. If this is true, good for him! She's pretty and I've seen her in doramas~ Good choice. *laughs*

Okay that's it for now. ^_^ Nothing from me for the next... ..day, maybe. LOL. Unless something dire comes up then it'll probably be in a few hours. LOL.

Lookie here! I'm back to regularly spamming everyone's f-list. *beams* Don't you just love that?

Random comments:
- Wank really sucks. >< Just saying.
- Um. Nobody cares about this probably, but TV Guide Podcast. *is sad* Dan leaves and then Angel leaves. Sad. *sigh* Oh wells. I guess I can't control this. XP
- Am listening to podcasts if you couldn't tell. I've had such a backlog of these things that it's really not even funny.
- AIQ. AIQ. AIQ!!!!!! Click here to see the segments (most) SUBBED. ALS;DFJALSKDFJ SUBBED. *dies* I watched them all already and well... MASSU X SHOON. Someone needs to write this. Like soon. *beams* (Especially when Massu pushes Shoon in one of them and Shoon hisses that he'll deal with Massu in the dressing room. Um. Hi. OBVIOUS PLOT RIGHT THERE.)
- Hehehe! Greatest idea. Anon meme where people would write fics and then people guess who wrote it. Ahaha~ I'm stalking it to read more stuff. *laughs* (I'm amused.)
- Arashi's AAA DVD. It's going to be brought down SOON. So better hurry and download them if you want them. @.@ (Thankfully, I have been running through my bookmarks and discovered it and just.... ;laksdfjasf. *rushing to download it*)
- I've been downloading way too much stuff. @.@ I now have 60 JE DVDs and 875 DVDs/CDs (more CDs than DVDs, but what can you expect?) of Animes, Dramas, Movies. @.@ (And some mangas. XP) And it doesn't help that I am now downloading more crap. This is what having Premium does to oneself. XP (Or having stuff up on MF. Oh boys.)
- I HAVE STILL MANAGED TO KEEP SPOILER-FREE FOR HARRY POTTER EXCEPT FOR ONE LITTLE THING (THAT ISN'T SO LITTLE, BUT STILL.) SPOILER-FREE. ...THAT IS WHAT I'M TELLING MYSELF ANYWAY. PLEASE DON'T SAY OTHERWISE.

Note: As per usual, all pictures were not scanned by me. Ownership goes to individual LJ communities, news_jpop and boys_paper. ...This stretches my layout. *is sad* But what can you do?

( First Pairing Picspam. Ryouchi. )

So after I uploaded those pictures for Rhey (and I didn't even post every single Ryouchi picture I have up, amazingly enough), I asked her to name another pairing to upload since I was already in my pairings folder and Photobucket was open. So she said anyone with Shige. ...So I uploaded all my Shige pairing folders. All except Tegoshi since I did that before. So LOTS OF SHIGE LOVE. *grins*

( Koyato Love! I thought I'd start with the most mainstream one. *laughs* )

( Staying with the KKK love, Kusano/Shige. )

( Ryoshige. I am very sad that there are only 3 pictures here. Why are there not more pictures or more of why do I not have any more pictures? )

( Shigemass. I have MORE than one picture for them. A little surprising. *shrugs* Does not include the most recent shoot. )

( SHIGEPI. *hearts* Now if only there was more fics on them. A lot of these are concert pictures. ~_~ )

( Shige...Uchi? Who knew? )

( As if this entry wasn't bloated enough. A Ryopi Drabble that I wrote Alena in one of our T or D games. 'Write a drabble involving bedbugs.' ...The word bedbugs had been on my MSN ...title thingie. XP )

Okay. In the process of writing this, considering I start at 9:27, two new things have happened.
- Great Pin was written. (Yes, I'm actually PIMPING fic. But they caught me at a good time since I had this window was open.)
- Hana Kimi episode 3 is now up for download. I am THERE. *beams*

Hope everyone enjoyed this VERY LENGTHY entry. *laughs*