Math Will Be The Death of Me

I have studied so hard for this test. In between all my procrastinating and hedging of actually studying, I really have studied my tush off. And still, I can barely understand some things. I mean, he gave us a practice test and the real test will model it - 8 questions, I understood 5 off the bat. They're pretty simple and all my reading helped. It's the last three that I have issues with. The first of the three is my own issue and I just have to know how to frigging graph 3-D images, but I don't see that happening in like an hour, so I don't know. The other two involve Cylindrical and Spherical Coordinates. What are those? ...Don't ask me because I barely understand it myself. I see it in practice and I'm a little more okay with it, but to put it to practice? I'd rather shoot myself.

I have a busy afternoon after 3 hits. I have a meeting with my Creative Writing professor (I seriously have butterflies right now. I hate meetings with professors, especially when I don't know what's going to happen). Then I have Creative Writing itself at 3:30. That class ends at 4:45, and since today's a Thursday schedule, I head straight to Math Lab at 5. And from then, Calculus test of doom will start. From then until 6 because my professor insists that all his tests take only an hour. (Because he's a fucker like that.) THEN we start regular class in the room next door (yes, regular class) for an hour and 40 minutes. ...I am not anticipating this. Essentially, I'm just dreading this afternoon and it's currently 2 and I have to leave the library at like 2:40 in order to go print out my homework for Creative Writing.

T.T I don't even know why I'm whining about this here. I'm just really tired and I hate the idea that I'm going into this blindly. I know, I know. I talked about how I understand half the test, but I'm still not confident.

God I can't wait till today is over. I'm half tempted to take my test and just leave. Not bother to stay for the rest of the class because I am so exhausted of math and it's not like I ever pay attention enough to learn anything. Thank god tomorrow's a Friday schedule because that means I have no classes and I can just relax at home without any test to worry about. The next major thing I have is a Creative Writing piece due Tuesday, and I think I may have an idea for what I'm going to write so I'm taking the "break" to do that. Plus do Jehols which I finally got an idea for. XPPP (Took me long enough huh? Now to actually write it? XP)

( Because I always feel weird with 'empty' entries. Yes, the whining's empty. This is really random. My word count for JE as of ...late September/early October so this is not up to date. Plus random ficlets taken place in the universe of a JE Mental Institution that was completely prompted by Cyn. Does that scare you? I think the word count should actually. )

Okay! That's it for now!!! It's nearly 2:40 so I'm going to go off to meet my doom. XPPPP Byes to everyone and well... wish me luck~

Math Will Be The Death of Me

I have studied so hard for this test. In between all my procrastinating and hedging of actually studying, I really have studied my tush off. And still, I can barely understand some things. I mean, he gave us a practice test and the real test will model it - 8 questions, I understood 5 off the bat. They're pretty simple and all my reading helped. It's the last three that I have issues with. The first of the three is my own issue and I just have to know how to frigging graph 3-D images, but I don't see that happening in like an hour, so I don't know. The other two involve Cylindrical and Spherical Coordinates. What are those? ...Don't ask me because I barely understand it myself. I see it in practice and I'm a little more okay with it, but to put it to practice? I'd rather shoot myself.

I have a busy afternoon after 3 hits. I have a meeting with my Creative Writing professor (I seriously have butterflies right now. I hate meetings with professors, especially when I don't know what's going to happen). Then I have Creative Writing itself at 3:30. That class ends at 4:45, and since today's a Thursday schedule, I head straight to Math Lab at 5. And from then, Calculus test of doom will start. From then until 6 because my professor insists that all his tests take only an hour. (Because he's a fucker like that.) THEN we start regular class in the room next door (yes, regular class) for an hour and 40 minutes. ...I am not anticipating this. Essentially, I'm just dreading this afternoon and it's currently 2 and I have to leave the library at like 2:40 in order to go print out my homework for Creative Writing.

T.T I don't even know why I'm whining about this here. I'm just really tired and I hate the idea that I'm going into this blindly. I know, I know. I talked about how I understand half the test, but I'm still not confident.

God I can't wait till today is over. I'm half tempted to take my test and just leave. Not bother to stay for the rest of the class because I am so exhausted of math and it's not like I ever pay attention enough to learn anything. Thank god tomorrow's a Friday schedule because that means I have no classes and I can just relax at home without any test to worry about. The next major thing I have is a Creative Writing piece due Tuesday, and I think I may have an idea for what I'm going to write so I'm taking the "break" to do that. Plus do Jehols which I finally got an idea for. XPPP (Took me long enough huh? Now to actually write it? XP)

( Because I always feel weird with 'empty' entries. Yes, the whining's empty. This is really random. My word count for JE as of ...late September/early October so this is not up to date. Plus random ficlets taken place in the universe of a JE Mental Institution that was completely prompted by Cyn. Does that scare you? I think the word count should actually. )

Okay! That's it for now!!! It's nearly 2:40 so I'm going to go off to meet my doom. XPPPP Byes to everyone and well... wish me luck~