[#005] Whoops~

I meant to post at least one more time last month, but see how well that happened. That kind of means I broke one of my resolutions already, but whatever (although, let's be fair, I've been breaking the job searching one pretty badly anyway so MY RECORD IS TARNISHED). That said, still trying to post more, hahaha 5 posts in 3 months though. This is pathetic. Remember those days I used to post so regularly that it almost hurt? I mean, I think one month I did a POST EVERY DAY without fail. I think by the end, it devolved into either a few lines here and there, and I think I was watching a drama at the time so some posts were just live blogs, but still. DEDICATION.

Maybe that's something I need to regain.

i. BUT I HAVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH TWO PERSONAL PROJECTS LATELY, so let me talk about them and bore you all to death. Whoever actually reads this, lol.
( The prospect of Youtubing and OMG, CHECK PLEASE )

ii. Okay, because I want a certain video as #3, this will be a very brief thing on job-searching. You know, that it sucks. I got back into sending my shit out yesterday, and ugh, I hate it so much. Having to convince someone that first, I am a great candidate to second, yes please meet me and then third, hire me hire me hire me is just the worst. And I don't know how to go about it. Sigh. Who knows. We'll see if I get any hits. But really, this whole thing is just exhausting and I need something to hit soon, because I'm so "sick of this same old job."

iii. SO DANCING WITH THE STARS. I don't know if anyone is following it, but I'm fucking obsessed already and the first episode only aired yesterday. Why am I obsessed in particular? (Even though I usually am for one reason or another with this show.) BECAUSE OF NYLE DIMARCO. Nyle is a deaf model who won America's Next Top Model last year, and fucking killed it. Okay, a part of me still thinks that either Lacey or Mame should've won, but fuck that shit. Nyle did amazing, and I was rooting for him from the get-go. Even when he sucked. Hard. (Okay, maybe not then, but he did improve by mid-season.) Anyway, I hadn't watched ANTM in years, but got into it once my sisters told me about him, and I was in loveeeeeeee. So, yes, he won ANTM and now he's on DWTS with Peta, who is an amazing dancer and so I had both high and kind of tentative hopes for him.

AND THEN LAST NIGHT HAPPENED. I cannot even describe the beauty so I'm just embedding the video.

WATCH THIS WATCH THIS WATCHTHISWATCHTHISWATCHTHIS

He did so good. I looped that video about 10 times last night, because holy fuck, he did amazing. I was legitimately worried he wouldn't be on time, because yeah, he can't hear anything and he can't really feel the vibrations. So it's all Peta and constant repetition. And they killed it. I am hoping so hard he continues this streak, because man, he deserves all this attention and I hope it really builds awareness, because fuck the people who have tweeted with:
( Cut for photos I snagged from his twitter )

There have definitely been so much more, but I did a very quick run-through of his photos and left it at that. Like, legit people have associated deafness with apparently incapable of reading, seeing, being hot, able to dance, any fucking basic thing. Probably even breathing. SO I HOPE HE FUCKING WINS. And NOT THE FOOTBALLERS. >.> (Okay, I might have to hold reservation for however the rest of the season goes, but still, FINGERS FUCKING CROSSED, OKAY?)

P.S. I finally saw Yamapi's Dreamer PV from his last album, and I'd forgotten how much I love to hear him sing and how good he can be. And how beautiful he is. He's apparently going on tour again and all I can think is, COME TO NYC COME TO NYC COME PLEASE COME.
P.P.S. Speaking of Japanese acts coming to NYC, I GOT TICKETS TO PERFUME!!!!!!!!!!! SO exciting! I haven't listened to anything they've done in forever, but I will definitely do so... You know, a week before the concert. lol