[#015] Oh Shit, Why Am I Nervous?

I got an email from my prose workshop about our first assignment. Today. First assignment. Predictably, nervous butterflies fluttered into my stomach as they always did at the idea of workshop. Not to mention that classes haven't even started and already I'd gotten my first assignment. And still, still even five, ten minutes later, those butterflies are still there and I'm still mentally cursing myself for taking this class--even though I've wanted to take it for years. a;slkajsdfkajsdf Guys, I haven't written anything decent--fanfic or original--in ages. I'm so not ready to think about this--I didn't expect for us to start out so quickly! Oh god, oh god. I need food. a;slkdfjasldkfjas T.T I'm not ready to think about school yet. My last year. Oh god, oh god. WHY AM I STILL FREAKING OUT AT THE IDEA OF THIS?

...Need to calm down. I have stuff to do today. a;slkdajflsd


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How is everyone else doing today on this lovely afternoon?

Also, yesterday after the dentist appointment that never happened (stupid hygienist called in sick), my parents, brother and I had to pass time before my parents' other appointment. We ended up eating breakfast and doing some light shopping. I ended up going into Payless and getting this and this. I especially loved the second one. I couldn't take my eyes off them. *____________* Also, I discovered my left foot is smaller than my right. Never realized that before. Anybody else have that? XDDD

That's really it. XD I can't stop thinking about workshop as is anyway.

[#015] Oh Shit, Why Am I Nervous?

I got an email from my prose workshop about our first assignment. Today. First assignment. Predictably, nervous butterflies fluttered into my stomach as they always did at the idea of workshop. Not to mention that classes haven't even started and already I'd gotten my first assignment. And still, still even five, ten minutes later, those butterflies are still there and I'm still mentally cursing myself for taking this class--even though I've wanted to take it for years. a;slkajsdfkajsdf Guys, I haven't written anything decent--fanfic or original--in ages. I'm so not ready to think about this--I didn't expect for us to start out so quickly! Oh god, oh god. I need food. a;slkdfjasldkfjas T.T I'm not ready to think about school yet. My last year. Oh god, oh god. WHY AM I STILL FREAKING OUT AT THE IDEA OF THIS?

...Need to calm down. I have stuff to do today. a;slkdajflsd


...
How is everyone else doing today on this lovely afternoon?

Also, yesterday after the dentist appointment that never happened (stupid hygienist called in sick), my parents, brother and I had to pass time before my parents' other appointment. We ended up eating breakfast and doing some light shopping. I ended up going into Payless and getting this and this. I especially loved the second one. I couldn't take my eyes off them. *____________* Also, I discovered my left foot is smaller than my right. Never realized that before. Anybody else have that? XDDD

That's really it. XD I can't stop thinking about workshop as is anyway.