sanity is a figment of the imagination

There are many things I want right now.
...I wish my grandmother in Michigan would move back in with us because she can cook and the one that does live with us is just mean and crabby and I really wish she'd stop coming into my room randomly to give us random comments that feel like they're about to begin a lecture.
...I wish that my internet would work because despite how scared I am about being so attached to LJ, I have made some of the greatest friends because of this place and they make me feel saner and help me escape. (As sane as one can be anyway.)
...I wish school would start. Just so I could get away from being at home so much and my mom and my grandmother and my sisters (although that last one isn't all that dire).
...I wish I could write again. ...Well, that's kinda half true/half lie. I wish I could write well again. No matter what I start nowadays, nothing comes out like I want. Nothing feels like my voice anymore and that's the worst of it all.
...I wish I could stop being so emo sometimes. Along with that, I wish I could stop being emo at random points when there's really no reason to be emo and grumpy. Honestly. I have no idea what brought this about.

Because I felt like I wanted to write something. Unbeta-ed (as per usual) and ...probably nonsensical.
( Hana Kimi Drabble. Sano/Mizuki. Ew. Emoish. ~_~;; )

( Pin. Alena asked for fluff. And I wanted to provide SOMEHOW. )

( My internet failed as I was finishing up the last drabble so another one. NWP. Shuji/Nobuta/Akira. OT3 ppl. )

I swear I'll get back to everyone's comments tonight or tomorrow, depending on... well... internet issues. XP As per usual.

So um. I'm getting a little better at replying to comments. *laughs* I was able to reply to yesterday's post TODAY. *congratulates self* LOL. Okay, so really, I'm just being silly. LOL. I'm bored (again) although I had said I was going to go to bed earlier, but whatever. The sleepiness has passed so... yes. I don't think I'll be going to bed anytime soon. *shrugs* What can I say.

First. akirashocksubs released Gomen Ne, Juliet. Um. GO AND DOWNLOAD. BECAUSE YAMAPI IS JUST HOT AND GREAT AND HOT AND... WELL, GREAT. AND YOU SEE HIS BACKSIDE FOR PRETTY MUCH THE ENTIRE THING. It is of win. *beams* I should go work on subbing stuff. LOL. It's been a bit of time which is really quite terrible of me. *tsk*

I. Meme #1.
Snagged from boycottbananas. (I changed the coding around, so yeah... XP)

YES
Half/Half.
NO

( The statements with my responses. )

II. Another Meme.
...Kinda. This one I'm making up myself. LOL. Everyone's seen that five question meme that's been going on everywhere, ne? However, a little twist here, instead of me asking the questions, here's what I propose.
Free for all, ask ME any five questions and I'll respond to it in your comments. ^_^
(Really... I'm just lazy to think of things myself and well... why not? XP~ Okay, this could crash and burn and whatnot, so whatever.)

III. Koyato Drabble. Written for the Drabble off with partypaprika.
( Koyato. )

IV. A small segment that I had written for a GOD!TEGO fic but it didn't work in the long run, so might as well post this here~ (Yes. A GOD!TEGO fic. LOL I'm trying to finish that up because I've had it for ages. XP)
( Shigetego scene. ...Hint of Tegopi. ...Because it's me after all. LOL.) )

Hnnn... I don't think I have anything else to talk about. OH WAIT.

V. NEWS PV. DREAMS. NEVER ENDING WONDERFUL STORY. Um. Can I reiterate just HOW EXCITED I am for this thing? a;sldkfajsdf This DVD is already just. WHAT. And this PV was like WHAT. (Although, my question is more of what the heck is this for, but whatever. I'm not going to look a gift horse in the mouth. ......Or however that phrase goes. XP) I am just so excited!!! And oh gawd, it's NEWS material. You do not know how much I have been waiting for something NEWS. a;ldkfjasfldjasfd; Why am I such a big fan of a group that doesn't seem to have that much stuff dedicated to them? IT IS JUST SO DEPRESSING. BUT AT LEAST THEY'RE GOING TO HAVE A DVD. A DVD. a;lksdfjasdfklj I am excited. EXCITED. I can't wait until it's available for download. Seriously. I CAN'T WAIT. *_____*

VI. I am on a dorama downloading spree. Does anyone have any suggestions? I mean, I've seen a bunch already, but I think I should download as much as possible while I still have premium. Right, right? (I mean, I'm going to have it until August 31 and hopefully more after that, but you know, be productive while links are availabe.)
( Jdrama List. )

So I think I've babbled enough. LOL. Talk to everyone later. ^_^

Lookie here! I'm back to regularly spamming everyone's f-list. *beams* Don't you just love that?

Random comments:
- Wank really sucks. >< Just saying.
- Um. Nobody cares about this probably, but TV Guide Podcast. *is sad* Dan leaves and then Angel leaves. Sad. *sigh* Oh wells. I guess I can't control this. XP
- Am listening to podcasts if you couldn't tell. I've had such a backlog of these things that it's really not even funny.
- AIQ. AIQ. AIQ!!!!!! Click here to see the segments (most) SUBBED. ALS;DFJALSKDFJ SUBBED. *dies* I watched them all already and well... MASSU X SHOON. Someone needs to write this. Like soon. *beams* (Especially when Massu pushes Shoon in one of them and Shoon hisses that he'll deal with Massu in the dressing room. Um. Hi. OBVIOUS PLOT RIGHT THERE.)
- Hehehe! Greatest idea. Anon meme where people would write fics and then people guess who wrote it. Ahaha~ I'm stalking it to read more stuff. *laughs* (I'm amused.)
- Arashi's AAA DVD. It's going to be brought down SOON. So better hurry and download them if you want them. @.@ (Thankfully, I have been running through my bookmarks and discovered it and just.... ;laksdfjasf. *rushing to download it*)
- I've been downloading way too much stuff. @.@ I now have 60 JE DVDs and 875 DVDs/CDs (more CDs than DVDs, but what can you expect?) of Animes, Dramas, Movies. @.@ (And some mangas. XP) And it doesn't help that I am now downloading more crap. This is what having Premium does to oneself. XP (Or having stuff up on MF. Oh boys.)
- I HAVE STILL MANAGED TO KEEP SPOILER-FREE FOR HARRY POTTER EXCEPT FOR ONE LITTLE THING (THAT ISN'T SO LITTLE, BUT STILL.) SPOILER-FREE. ...THAT IS WHAT I'M TELLING MYSELF ANYWAY. PLEASE DON'T SAY OTHERWISE.

Note: As per usual, all pictures were not scanned by me. Ownership goes to individual LJ communities, news_jpop and boys_paper. ...This stretches my layout. *is sad* But what can you do?

( First Pairing Picspam. Ryouchi. )

So after I uploaded those pictures for Rhey (and I didn't even post every single Ryouchi picture I have up, amazingly enough), I asked her to name another pairing to upload since I was already in my pairings folder and Photobucket was open. So she said anyone with Shige. ...So I uploaded all my Shige pairing folders. All except Tegoshi since I did that before. So LOTS OF SHIGE LOVE. *grins*

( Koyato Love! I thought I'd start with the most mainstream one. *laughs* )

( Staying with the KKK love, Kusano/Shige. )

( Ryoshige. I am very sad that there are only 3 pictures here. Why are there not more pictures or more of why do I not have any more pictures? )

( Shigemass. I have MORE than one picture for them. A little surprising. *shrugs* Does not include the most recent shoot. )

( SHIGEPI. *hearts* Now if only there was more fics on them. A lot of these are concert pictures. ~_~ )

( Shige...Uchi? Who knew? )

( As if this entry wasn't bloated enough. A Ryopi Drabble that I wrote Alena in one of our T or D games. 'Write a drabble involving bedbugs.' ...The word bedbugs had been on my MSN ...title thingie. XP )

Okay. In the process of writing this, considering I start at 9:27, two new things have happened.
- Great Pin was written. (Yes, I'm actually PIMPING fic. But they caught me at a good time since I had this window was open.)
- Hana Kimi episode 3 is now up for download. I am THERE. *beams*

Hope everyone enjoyed this VERY LENGTHY entry. *laughs*

Heee! It's my mom's 50th birthday. I managed to finish the slideshow in time and get the pictures together (ignoring the fact that I used the same picture TWICE by accident. Damn.) It took me a total of about 8 hours to finished and I slept at 6 in the morning! Lovely, huh? But really, thanks to all your suggestions and I ended up using Windows Movie Maker (mainly because I don't have Powerpoint anymore when I got rid of my damn Microsoft Office after it refused to accept the fact that it should've been registered (And it'd been an official copy too!)) So yeah. Thanks so much! I'm a little behind on replying to comments mainly because this weekend's kinda crazy for me and whatnot. I have my mom's fifth today to celebrate and then tomorrow I'll be going to a surprise party for my mom's friend's fifth birthday. (Yeah, that made me feel a whole lot better about not throwing her one. Ugh. ...There's always her fifty-first?) Anyway, I swear I'll comment to all comments by Monday, at least. Ahahaah.

( A Pikame drabble that's supposed to be part of a bigger idea, but I don't see it ever happening, so will just be posting it here. )