[#092] Devastated! D:

So my trip to Japan was going to be with 4 other people--my two older sisters, C and boy!J (although my parents don't know about the last, cough). From the very start of planning to Japan, back in high school, this trip to Japan was always about me going away with my two older sisters, AR and SA. The other two were just add-ons. I found out this morning via text (granted she couldn't tell me any other way) that AR won't be able to go after all because her boss emailed her saying she'd have to go to Oregon on July 11th for some summer camp. wtfwtfwtf. DDDDDDD: She was already leaving early to prepare for her new job in Washington D.C. but now they're pulling her away even more? Not fair not fair not fair. I really wanted both my sisters to go and now I'm a little sad that even one isn't going. SA's not going to be happy about this either--i almost feel like she'll try to push it so that she'll leave me with C and boy!J most of the trip and go and do her own thing. WHICH DEFEATS THE PURPOSE OF THE TRIP. It was always always always about the three of us. Nobody else. DDDDDDDDD:

That said, roughly 5 days left till I leave, 3 places to email about adjusting my reservations and my soul to recover. DDDDD:

P.S. Also, (and this is not related at all) watched up to episode 9 of Troubleman. That is so not a drama to marathon. I was bored half the time because it was so SLOW and nothing was happening and omg, one person cannot have that much bad luck, what the fuck. ~_~;;

[#092] Devastated! D:

So my trip to Japan was going to be with 4 other people--my two older sisters, C and boy!J (although my parents don't know about the last, cough). From the very start of planning to Japan, back in high school, this trip to Japan was always about me going away with my two older sisters, AR and SA. The other two were just add-ons. I found out this morning via text (granted she couldn't tell me any other way) that AR won't be able to go after all because her boss emailed her saying she'd have to go to Oregon on July 11th for some summer camp. wtfwtfwtf. DDDDDDD: She was already leaving early to prepare for her new job in Washington D.C. but now they're pulling her away even more? Not fair not fair not fair. I really wanted both my sisters to go and now I'm a little sad that even one isn't going. SA's not going to be happy about this either--i almost feel like she'll try to push it so that she'll leave me with C and boy!J most of the trip and go and do her own thing. WHICH DEFEATS THE PURPOSE OF THE TRIP. It was always always always about the three of us. Nobody else. DDDDDDDDD:

That said, roughly 5 days left till I leave, 3 places to email about adjusting my reservations and my soul to recover. DDDDD:

P.S. Also, (and this is not related at all) watched up to episode 9 of Troubleman. That is so not a drama to marathon. I was bored half the time because it was so SLOW and nothing was happening and omg, one person cannot have that much bad luck, what the fuck. ~_~;;